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I've felt this way for years, Bob, I will always love this country, and I will never stop believing in the ideals I grew up with. But I never understood how many in this country did not share them until the ascension of Trump. Let us still hope that the current situation is a wake-up call, and not the trumpet of doom. But those hopes seem so forlorn right now. In any case, I will never move to the state of acceptance.

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I have had these thoughts, too. There are so many indications that our democracy may not hold. But I hope you can remember that there are more of us than of them. We just need to make sure that the Trumpists are unable to keep us from voting.

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Jun 1, 2022·edited Jun 1, 2022

I read Bob's piece, and then I read "For the Supreme Court, Innocence Is No Longer Enough" by Radley Balko of the Washington Post. The two of them together make me want to go to bed and cry. I used to believe, too, and I still want to very badly.

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Jeez, are you an unhappy man! "A destroyed atmosphere. Grotesque wealth disparities. Entrenched racism. The drug-offense gulag archipelago." Insofar as your drinking from the Climate Hoax Cup, how about a word on China or India?

Bob Garfield

Jun 1

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Once upon a time, I so loved America.

Such an inspiring origin story. The pilgrims worshiped freely and dined cheerfully with the indigenous tribes. As a young nation, we defeated a tyrannical empire. We were guaranteed freedom of speech and of the press. We were given the unheard of absolute right to petition and peaceably protest the government.

We freed the slaves. We pursued our Manifest Destiny from coast to coast. We invented the cotton gin, light bulb, phonograph, television, assembly line, transistor, computer, internet and Hollywood. We pioneered manned flight, split the atom, eradicated polio, landed on the moon and unraveled the secrets of DNA.

We defeated fascism, built the land of opportunity and opened our doors to the world. In a classless society, we invented modern democracy. And, according to the cultural norms of our Protestant forebears, we work harder than anyone toward what we aspirationally call the American Dream. We have the largest economy and highest standard of living, little day-to-day corruption and an unshakable rule of law. We are the only superpower.

Plus SNICKERS bars, the joy buzzer and the Weber kettle grill. That’s us, too.

That litany I learned and internalized, beginning even before I entered kindergarten in 1960. As we stood by our indestructible oak and iron desks, pledging our allegiance to the flag, we knew we were special. We lived, did we not, in history's richest and most successful society, the cradle of liberty, the exceptional, shining city on a hill — or, as we were assured again and again, “the greatest country on Earth.”

As a kid, you’ll be shocked to learn, I was argumentative and skeptical, yet for the most part I bought in. Even in college, amid the convulsions of Vietnam and Watergate, I found myself defending the American project against all manner of criticism. On imperialism, I argued that the Cold War, and associated nuclear threat with an evil empire, forced our hand. On racism, I pointed to the end of Jim Crow, school segregation and redlining, and invoked affirmative action, the Civil Rights Act, the Voting Rights Act and the swelling Black middle class. On militarism, I defended our role as policeman to the world, and cited a code of conduct that differentiates our armed forces from, say, the barbaric Russians. Even after My Lai our soldiers were prosecuted, weren’t they?

On quality of life, I said the physical and legal infrastructure is vast and dependable. You don’t have to bribe anyone to receive government services, or engage in similar casual graft. As for poverty, I noted that on our shores it is not typically of the grinding variety; our poor mostly have cable. And the government, in varying degrees of wisdom and competence, functions.

Of course, I understood that slavery, the Trail of Tears, the Robber Barons, Tuskegee, McCarthyism, Chile and Vietnam were not to be dismissed, so I used the phrase “on balance” a lot. In all good faith, I have made these arguments for 50 years. Not that American society was perfect. But that it was built to incrementally fulfill the bold promise of our founders toward life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.

God, what a sucker I was.

Now — awash in theocratic authoritarianism, civil violence and planetary destruction — I realize how naive we were. After all, promises are made to be broken.

Sure, if you squint, society still works. We have electric power 24/7. The mail eventually shows up. The court system is more or less intact. But the hallowed nation we were told to revere has failed us fatally, as monied interests and ideologues methodically abused the tools of democracy to subvert it, making a mockery of the American promise.

A destroyed atmosphere. Grotesque wealth disparities. Entrenched racism. The drug-offense gulag archipelago.

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